Chaos

I was sort of dating this guy who I really like (still) and have for almost a year, we were never really defined as anything, but over the summer, I would try to talk to him (he spends the entire time on vacation) and we just eventually started talking less and less. Things more or less ended last night.
I'm not the type of person who claims to be heartbroken or makes a big deal over things like this, but I don't really like people very often and honestly, this just hurt. I'll move on pretty quickly, but I need a few days to wallow in self pity and have my best friend say things like "that sucks" and "I'm so sorry." Not things like "he's not into you, it happens" and "drop it and move on." Which is what my best friend is doing. Does she not understand the wallow period? It'll be fine, I'll get over it quickly. But really? Humor me, just for one day.

And don't tell me you can't hang out the next day because you have plans to watch Arthur (as in the aardvark) with three other people. Like I couldn't go with you. You just don't want me to.

*End bitchrant*
Jes.